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Okay not everythings perfect I know that very well. It's just having to be able to see so many people i care about get hurt, makes me feel helpless. I've had to sit back and watch my boyfriend get used by his own mother, then get stuck from running her bullcrap errands to planning her funeral and taking care of her remaining finances.... xp

Now someone who i just met who has been nothing but sweet to me and just a great person has to see her mom suffer, and it's eating her up inside. Now im off to college while people i love stay behind. I mean I'm doing something good for myself but two years alone with no one i know, kind of scares me. Well this is just my vent for the day...

It's okay though not everythings that bad, but it does hurt to watch people you love to hurt. even though it normally makes them stronger anyway, for the time i just wish i can take the pain for them...