i have a prob do you ever wounder if you are meant to love or like even touch inn a way of affection? i do do you remeber your first crush,mines was a boy but i'll never tell will i? no.i have a problem though,i don't think im supposed to i don't think i want to either it gets in the way of what i want and my friend ships,does yours? the sorrow running threw my eyes everyday to make up my mtore fr my heart are crazy the ppl i like the ppl i trust in the flesh and soul hurt..they dont understand they might think they do but they don't,unless it's about them,im a softy kinda guy you an easily get me to like you,even if you hate me,imnot like everyone else im way different from the word normal,a friend asked another frined if he would like me and i got a quick flat out no cause i was too young,like i said love hurts,and so does puberty,i am not strong as i used to be instead of coming out of a shell i went back in it's hard to talk to ppl unless i know them well,you don't know what this has been like for me and you don't know anything about me so cut it out and you know exactly who you are stop the mess with friendship crap i don't care i don't even wanna be apart of it i wanna live free but i can't and it's all because of you one person all you im nothing like normal i just wanna have someone there and be happy thank you and im sorry for wasting your time



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