Ok lets get started well to start off my best friend cheat on me with my boyfriend. Yea that depressed me like crazy. I cryed almost every hour of the day. But i forgave both i believed in second chances. And you just cant get rid of someone cuz they ******** up once. give them a chance to prove you wrong. yea you may not like it but deep inside you heart you know you want it. Im glad i forgave my "boyfriend" at that time. I would have felt more guilty than i already do about what he did to himself....he took the easy way out of life. and yea i so badly wanted to do it and i had a MAJOR break down. Just ask my best friends Devon and Alex o and Mya. I thought about doing suicide. And its not good to keep your emotions bottled up i do that alot and i just crack and say the meanest things i would never mean to say to. And then i just broke up with Devon and yea....its gaia but damn i have feelings for that boy you just wouldnt believe. And yea i ******** that up too. I seem to ******** alot of things up. Roll with the punches. I been an emotion wreck honestly, and i do what i do at one moment and then i regret it the rest of my life sayin What if......WTF what it. The most sorriest words you could say its what have? or What if..........well just know that if i hurt anyone let me know im am so deeply sorry.
*Milli*
 XxX_Hiz_Drug_XxX · Sun Nov 16, 2008 @ 03:14am · 1 Comments |
