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My life..is just plain boring.
Im not unique at all. Im just Dull.

Yes, I change too fast, Im also as stubborn than usual.
But all I know is that there is something or someone missing in my life.
Apparently...things can't go back the way it is...



Can it?

Because I always wish that everything would go back to normal.
When everyones happy. There were never relationships going on.
Nothing Lovey-Dovey! It was just me and a group of my friends.

Hanging out. Like we always did, it can't be that way anymore.
Cause I screwed it all up. It was all my fault.
My friends aren't hanging out with each other anymore.
Or .. is it I who isn't hanging with them?

I don't know.
I've miss this one person right now...for 3 months now.

I just want my Daddy...

And now...Im lost. I've gone crazy, out ouf control, and most of all..Disrepectful ... to a few people.

Its something I got to change.