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i dont know.
ive been strugling through life alot lately,deciding whether to pull the trigger or not.
and right when im about to give up,a voice comes in my head saying that i can survive this hell im in.

and my love life is a wreck right now, i see him in my dreams.
he has these piercing eyes that are a combination of green,blue,and brown. his hand is warm and he always seems to be protecting me,im my dreams,when im awake........i dont know who he is.


but whenever i close my eyes,he is there. and when i try to draw him,he can never be put on paper. who is he?

someone from my past?
someone from my future?
someone i know and love?
i dont know.
im in the dark about this, yet he is always with me. i just hope that whoever he is,he will never leave my side.
never.