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I thought I found the guy 4 me but it seems that it was just a dream, that had gone 2 far and then ran away in the middle as if it never happened and I'm alone with no one to care. People tell me to cheer up but what is there to be happy about in this world, without no one to hold,say I love u and to be together 4ever. Why shouldnt I just go away 4ever so on one has to look at my ugly face, and why shouldnt I?