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I just want one boy to show me there not all the same.I just want one boy the could be my one and only and I would be his.The one boy who doesn't care how I look.the boy that I can't stop thinking about.The one I can't get out of my head...The one boy that promises me forever..and doesn't end up breaking my heart.The boy that calls me beautiful instead of hot and is always saying he loves me and never stop saying they need me in their life forever.The boy that treats my like a princess..The one that never makes me cry..The boy I can tell anything..The one that is like my best friend..The one that when I hear his name I can't help but smile.The one boy that point's out and say's"yeah thats her"..The boy who will do anything for me..The one I can stay on the phone and talk for hours and never get bored..The boy I have so much fun with and always makes me happy..just being with them..The boy that isn't with me just cause of some stupid book or dare..I want a boy that loves everything about me..Because to me..The boy that doesn't hurt me..The boy I want to hug for hours..The one I get excited about seeing..and make my make up and hair perfect..But when I am with him I don't care about any of that..'cause I know he likes me for who I am..The one who makes me feel special..But mostly..The one I can't live without..But..He is everything.Nothing is that smiple..Every girl was thinking about that one boy they want and need while reading this..But he is the one boy I can't have..because he already has a girl that is his everything..and it breaks my heart seeing him with her..because I want to be that girl..But were just good friends and he would never see me that way..No matter how much I tell myself I don't love him..i couldn't imagine my life without him..Some people ask me who I like..?Ane he is the one that comes into my head..But I just say I don't like anyone at the moment..When I really want to tell someone but I just can't..But I just have to live with him being "just a friend"..because it's better than x nothing x..But never give up on the one you love..Because anything could happen..Remember everything happens for a reason..Even if it's not the way you want it..