Here's something recent and from the inside. It's supposed to be a song. Doesn't really rhyme but it means a lot to me.
I don’t wanna feel your s**t!
I said I don’t wanna feel your s**t!
Don’t wanna feel your s**t
Don’t wanna regret this
Don’t wanna know what’s next
Don’t wanna deal with this!
Cause I’m just these words
You praise in your head
Cause this is absurd
And we’re still not dead
I just wanna decay away!
Like you!
Like you!
And I’m fading away everyday!
Like you!
Just like you!
And wish that this old feeling would be strong
Would last me
And I wish that I didn’t have to change
Every time I get hurt again!!
Now there’s a little piece of dirt in your eye
HERE! Let me get it out for you
I love your pretty clothes and your
Excellent taste in hair styles
Honey, oh honey
My darling, oh darling
Those front lawn chairs
Those empty days
Filled with conservations
Of my secret little crush
It’s stupid that we can’t beeeeeeee
So utterly interestiiiiiiing
WHY THE ******** DID I EVEN WRITE THIS s**t!?!?
I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I JUST ******** HATE YOUR GUTS!!!
I miss your pretty smile
How could it fade away?
I hate these memories
Of my secret little crush
So what do you want me to say?
Cause I’ll say it!!
It’s not the first time I’ll lie
And hate it!
So pretty, just so pretty
But that’s all you are
No P. E. R. S. O. N. A. L. I. T. Y.
I don’t like talking to dolls!!
******** WAKE UP!! Breathe the air!
This is life we’re talking about
Start to live cause I can’t sand
To be the only one who’s not dead!!
Why does it seem
Like everything I write
Just can’t amount
To my favorite songs!?!?
Do I hate my own words that bad?!
But I wanna live and be free
So I’m gonna “live it up”
Or what’s that word that means to live!?!?
SUICIDE!!
A HAPPY THOUGHT!!
END MY LIFE NOW!!!!
BUT THAT WOULD BE WRONG!!!!!!!
I just wanna be happy
Like you feel
I just wanna feel like s**t
Cause that’s the only thing I got left
To look forward to!!!
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Poetry i suppose
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