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OK, so the weirdest thing happened to me the other day, I was driving to the mall to do some Christmas shopping and a little diddy came on the radio by a lady, you may have heard of her, Ms. Britney Spears, now I am not gonna lie and say I think she is s**t and useless and a big old tramp, because I don't think that of her in the slightest I am actually a fan of hers, she has shaped pop music into what it is today and for that i give her claps, with that said she is not someone one I would listen to while chilling at home, but she is fun, might listen to her if I am cleaning or dancing naked in front of my mirror. Anyway the reason I am writting this is because for the first time in my life Britney spears has me think about... ME, that's right, not only is she a MILF but she is a thought provoking MILF. In he new song Circus it opens with the line: "There's only two types of people in the world, the one that entertain and the ones that observe, well baby. I'm a put on a show kinda girl" and at first the answer was easy, I'm an entertainer, but then I thought about it and... not so much, I realized that since I made recent plans that fell through I have been an observer, and I mean a hardcore observer. I have done nothing in the past year or two and it freaked the hell out of me, REALLY freaked the hell out of me, I am young and right now is when I should be doing my s**t, sewing my oats, painting the town red and yet here I am in a bland town with a bunch of un sewn oats. So here is what I am going to do about it, this summer I am putting my plans back into motion and following through (that is another thing I have recently discovered about myself, I lack follow through...but we will go more in depth about my imperfection in a later entry k.?) and get my pasty white a** to Toronto but until then I have about 7 - 8 months and what I plan to do until then is crap loads of volunteer work to beef up the old resume, which I could have been dong all this time... but haven't. I wonder how my new found Britney induced self reflection will turn out... will I be a put on a show kinda guy?

Stay Tuned

Thanks for Reading
B.

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