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Sitting in her room… Staring up at the ceiling…She gave up all hope…. Tears flowed down her cheeks…The arguing… the yelling…the blame… the hatred… it was all to much for her to bear… she did what she had to do… she pretty much did the only thing she could do… she took a knife and aimed it at her wrist… nothing to hold her back… nothing to hold on… all she remembered was all the blame she had been put through… she took her first cut and more tears fell…. Thinking of her family only caused her more pain… they all had said they could be the one that she could turn to.... when she needed them most they all left… with nothing more to lose…. She just kept doing what she felt like she needed to do… no one to relay on… no one to give her hope… no one to hold her and make her think everything was going to be ok when it wasn’t… she was all alone… and alone is how she was when she took that last cut and sliced the only thing that was keeping her alive… and all that ran through her mind… was everything that never was and never will be..

i was depressed... ok... dont judge me..