Sexo , Drogas , y Rock 'n' Roll...
I couldn't really sleep...
keep thinking about what?
I am not so sure myself..
I woke up today to the sound of a phone ringing.
kinda didn't want to get up , but I did.
It was my buddy Carol saying when we were goi9ng to meet for mesa , and if we could have grabbed some grub before going.
Needless to say the beef bowl at jack was not that good, gave me a small tummy ache.. hehehehe...
I was picking flowers & singing and I felt great in a weird way , just belting out my fav. songs with out a care , and talking to my buddy. But when we reached school there was no mesa,,,, :'[
But I saw a few friends... and I saw that dude again he again picked me up and kinda spinned me, it's scary... but fun :] I saw Pammy and it was fun and the day before... was awesome... I bought a whole box of gobstoppers I kept giving some away... and yeah flowers.. haha...
*sigh*
I feel great.. in a weird way , today was cold... colder than before...
I still have a poem in my heart but I know not the words.... I have a song in my head but the lyrics are all wrong. I have a story to tell , but nobody to tell it to
I haven't cried and that... that's good , I am laughing a lot more... and I finally saw that i did loose some weight not alot but some... I am going to work on it..
I still wonder if anyone reads this.. the archive says i get views... i just wonder if anyone reads it?
but this is meant for me... I am an open book biggrin
everyone knows it but him... XD
putting two and two together isn't very hard...
I am missing my friends... I am missing them a lot...
I really miss them...ooo and for once in a long while I am not listening to the used.
DIMMU BORGIR!!
I have a picture in my head and i have to draw it before it's dead.
I have a feeling in my heart , but my mind will not correspond to it.
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I saw a little girl today , the tinniest little baby , adorable. She was sick and had a runny nose , and her eyes were so watery... I think with the look in her eyes... as I saw her and as she clenched her little fist I felt human... I felt like I hadn't in a long while...
Es el lema de tu Generation...
