Christmas break is..... about to be here..... ANDDD guess what that means....
I will relise how much I miss school after like 5 days into break. This always happands.... I don't get why I always get exited for break.... it just ends up to be boring.
I just can't wait to be a greedy brat and open up all those present from SANTA-lol-......
I really want to make a gingerbread house. But I don't think my mom will go out and buy one.
SUCKS FOR ME right?
Its okay though....I'll live....
This year is gonna be such an odd year for Christmas.... it just does'nt feel like it should be here. This year is going by so fast.
Pretty soon we will all be making those resolutions....and not falling through with them
Its scary to know in only a few months I'm going to be graduating.... how could this be happaning. I still remember being in kindergarden, crying about how this kid ruined my turkey hand...
Man was I an akward child back then.....
Now I'm just slightly akward blaugh
Man how time goes by.....
and to think about 3 years ago I made my 1st of many gaia accounts.
WOW
I want to be little again and chase butterflies across the field, listening to the wind sing its sad song, pretending I was a princess; waiting for a prince to save me.... We were in never ever land back then..... we THOUGHT we'd never grow up.... Where do we go now?????
I just wish I had more time to think about life.... Pretty soon life is going to bring me a whole new chapter to tell a story in, and I don't think I can do it like I should.
I can already picture ink stains covering my words. Showing where I screwed up.
But life is about mistakes. Its about picking yourself and making things better for yourself. Its about smiling through the good and the bad. Its about living.
So I guess my resolution this year is to LIVE......at least I can follow through with that one.
Merry Early Christmas, make it good this year....expecially if this is the last one where you can re-live your youth.
Charish your family this one too, you never know when you guys will lose eachother through fighting, death, moving, or anything.....make sure everyones life is merry at least for that one day.
Chintastic <3
rottenbeemarie · Sun Dec 14, 2008 @ 10:33pm · 1 Comments