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hmm wat can i say today i was ignored two days in a row i did nothing no one wants to talk to me ive i try not to get angry but people jus dont love me i only have one best friend on gaia an dat is brittany an issabella there da only ones who care for me there the ones who rally with me all the others on my friends list dont care they leave me by my self every day. when i want to rally no one shows up when i try to get a good convosation sone one ruin it its not fair y do u people treat me like i am infected with some kind of illness i mean i come home every day from shame an i come on gaia to get some good out of my day but every one on my friends list except brittany an issabella dont talk to me u go about ur buissness u never seem to ask do i want to go to rally or sean do u wish to come to rally no u jus leave me all alone , i grew up alone an i will die alone my grandma died a long time ago i have dreams of her giving me convosation one night she said every thing s gonna be alright sean ur gonna prove some ur worth greatness idk wat she meant but thats not happening an a few nights back i had another when she says sean would u wish to comestay with me an i said yes i hope dat comes true crying i cry almost every week but nothing changes i still da same person everi one tinks is a fool or jus retarded or not funni. i c how people take pictures with other people but no one takes with me excpt brittany ily u buddeh heart best friend eva. every one else jus forget i even there i talk on da phone people alwayz forget i am there. well i ask y i never asked to be this way i didnt ask to stutter i didnt ask to be shunned by every one but i am an i cant change that i will die knowing that no one cared crying . its fine tho cus i will go some where i can be peaceful with my grandmother an she will take care of meh ^^
NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!