Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Here in London...Jiggity-jig...=__= wondering if it's possible to suffer jetlag even after the flight has ended...trying to stay positive as usually...hating myself royally, not so usuall, and trying to pretend i do not have the urge to swig down a half-a-bottle of my brother's scotch...alone in the old mansion...i should be thrilled...my mind is flooding with memories as we speka but...i'm just not feeling good...at all...the event with my possibly-soon-to-be-ex, is getting to me...she hates me, her brother hates me, not to mention her parents do not want me anywhere near her...=__=...but...it's all very welll...i just have to be patient and give it some time...