i remember in the earlier months i am having problems in passing my subjects, i had problems regarding social life as well... and my family issues is not new to me either
my real friends were missing when i need them i started to feel alone, with no one to comfort you and all... this is the only reason i can think of if you are an only child sucks... >.< you dont have anyone to talk to and all...
but everything went okay before new school years starts.. as you can see i already passed my junior college and i am heading off to my graduation as a senior... well i hope i do graduate in time
this year has been very meaningful for me... lets just say i get to try and experienced everything... but do you know what's the best part? its finding someone you felt you were being cared again...hahahha i met new friends ( here in gaia) eventhough i dont get to see them in person... at least i am able to talk to them hahahah
to my DK friends... master reddin and everyone... thank you... being with you guys is amazing.... you guys were my first friends and family here in gaia... ahahah i wouldnt be so addicted to gaia if it weren't for you guys... the most memorable part is, whenever i said im gonna quit because of my account getting banned, you guys will stop me... i remember how luizze said dino would cry endlessly and even made a drawing for me... hehe... thank you....
to my IWC family, eventhough i am a new member, you greeted me and embraced me as if i belong. its not hard to have a staright conversation cause we all speak the same language and it wasnt hard to socialized with you guys because we have the same time line... so always have someone to talk to especially when im in the rally or towns or in forums... when i am down and confuse ate lhen is there in my YM and she will give me advices with just one buzz...she is my idol... and if ever i had a big sister... id like her to be just like ate lhen
to my Mau-Mau, you have been my best friend... morning lunch to dinner to the moment we are about to sleep, you're always there and we text each other as if we are a couple ahahahah.... we comfort each other when we are down... hahaha and it is because we almost have the same name =Aurea = Aurine= hahahaha...
c ian... aka brave heart and evil heart... but the most fave name he had is OH! GREAT KING OF DARKNESS" hahahaha i can still remembe how i black mail him by saying he will be curse by "tatanda kang binata" if you dont donate something to me ahahha ... ian is a man that is so different when you see him in the rally and while you are talking to him in the phone... of course its through my unlicall -_-
and Jan_krystoff hahaha also known as iloveher... my partner in crime... even though you had such a hard time in the past... now i can understand it all... heheh up until now, you were there for me as your partner... thanks for all the advice... im still holding to those things you have said... you and ian are always there to cheer me up and make me understand things when i am confused... ahhaha
i should be calling you two as "kuya" hahahahah
to fallen angel 426 aka heart fire 426 hahahah the first womanizer i met... heheheh thanks for going with me in the rally and for introducing angelao to me... ^^ i remember you were the one who taught me how to play the cards hahahah... anyways, make sure you become that rock star so i can be the manager ad manage your schedule and all... hahahah also update about your gaia... hahhaha mind you, you havent give my salary for 6 months already
to angelao... the first rich person i met. i can still remember how we share stories about ourselves and all... and how it scares me how you have so many eyes on people in gaia heheheh you seems to know everything hehehehehe but you are one of my great friend and i really want to see and meet you again someday in rally
lastly to my luisse... you're my first boy friend, the first guy i first miss soo much... i am really happy when we became a couple... i can still recall those kilig moments we had... i have so many memories of you... our first movie date... can you still remember that... "Act of Random Kindness".... our first late night conversation... our calls during the midnight... how i sneak my cell phone in my community immersion just to be able to talk to you... how you save your money to buy your load and call me... our fights, arguments and our monthsary... everything is memorable and worthwhile remembering... i wont forget you first song you sang in front of everyone and you said you dedicate it to me.... and i will always sing to you my song and only to you.... the barney song heheheheh ^^ in the end idk if i am the one who has been so selfish.... well we both know im selfish but... about our cool off... this would be the 2nd time we did it... how i wish you protested about that and wont let me have that decision... are you really willing to wait for me.... for that 3 months and will continue to love me? do you really love me?
in the end of year 2008.... i want to thank everyone who made each day of life memorable... im not dying people... but in my health condition... aja... kaya ko to...
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
new year resolution ko.... "stay happy, live laugh and love untill the day i graduate and pass my board exam"
my good bye 2008 song
Little Wonder by Rob Thomas
Let it go
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don't you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in
Let your clarity define you
In the end
We will only just remember how it feels
Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours
These small hours
Still remain
Let it slide
Let your troubles fall behind you
Let it shine,
Till you feel it all around you
And I don't mind
If it's me you need to turn to
We'll get by
It's the heart that really matters in the end
Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These small hours
Still remain
All of my regret
Will wash away somehow
But I cannot forget
the way I feel right now
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of fate
Yeah, these twisted turns of fate
Time falls away
Yeah, but these small hours,
These small hours
Still remain
Yeah, oh they still remain
These little wonders
All these twists and turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These little wonders
Still remain
= good bye and thank you 2008 =
