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I think the world is all around me trying to suffocate my being
taking all that i hold dear and pushing it away
why does it hurt so much when they leave and yet... i feel no pain
i try to live each day but each day is a new curse and a blessing
friends leave, i try not to forget them
family pulls apart, i try to run for them
i try to fall in love but it never seems to work out
i always see the good in the hearts of those i care for
but they choose a different path and embrace pain for themselves

what is wrong with me, the world, and those that live in it
when all that most seem to embrace is the hand of pain

but yet there is hope, but will we find it before the end...