i Love my Jeffy Boi!
he's so sweet!
and he's damn hot....
mm hmm.
i get along with him so much.
wen we met, there was an instant connection.
i'M glad that i found him.
and that he's with me.
i'M not totally over Hyun Gu though...
...i don't know why.
i still really like him.
i have that desire to always be around him.
that need for him to speak to me.
that want.
it's him.
i Have absolutely no way to describe it.
i want him so badly...
but at what cost?
and why?
i feel so stupid.
i feel so blind.
i feel so NUMB.
Numbness.it surrounds me.
it doesn't let me think.
i feel like i'M making him a big deal.
Why is he always in my dreams?
Why is he all i think about?
i fee like when he is a mistake.
maybe he's not really what i want?
maybe he's like Jarrod.......i thought i liked him.but i really didn't.
Really.i'M just confused and dumb.
Anyways.since i can't have him.
i'LL be his friend.
that's what i want.
for us to talk again.
for me to be able to jump on his back.
i just want that friendship back.
please Hyun Gu let's be friends.
- DiRaaaH♥♣
he's so sweet!
and he's damn hot....
mm hmm.
i get along with him so much.
wen we met, there was an instant connection.
i'M glad that i found him.
and that he's with me.
i'M not totally over Hyun Gu though...
...i don't know why.
i still really like him.
i have that desire to always be around him.
that need for him to speak to me.
that want.
it's him.
i Have absolutely no way to describe it.
i want him so badly...
but at what cost?
and why?
i feel so stupid.
i feel so blind.
i feel so NUMB.
Numbness.it surrounds me.
it doesn't let me think.
i feel like i'M making him a big deal.
Why is he always in my dreams?
Why is he all i think about?
i fee like when he is a mistake.
maybe he's not really what i want?
maybe he's like Jarrod.......i thought i liked him.but i really didn't.
Really.i'M just confused and dumb.
Anyways.since i can't have him.
i'LL be his friend.
that's what i want.
for us to talk again.
for me to be able to jump on his back.
i just want that friendship back.
please Hyun Gu let's be friends.
- DiRaaaH♥♣
