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You told me you were mine
I said i was yours
you went with him
i waitedyour still with him
i still waitied
birthday comes around
a surprise i have planned
he says your done
what was to be two stays stuck as one
my mind races my heart skips
to think this just happened, aint that a trip
once again my heart is attacked
feels like theres a knife in my back
my world comes crashing down
so much s**t crashing i feel i might drown
but ill pick myself up and live on
i wish for things, wish you wernt gone
ill still be thinking of youeven though you said were through
my heart will ache
this pain seems to take the cake
ill wonder how you are
if were close or if were far
you warned me you were trouble from the start
i didnt care as i handed you my heart
my mind goes to others that held my heart in the past
wonder if this cycle will end or forever last
am i destined to be alone and be hurt
ill start to wear my heart on the sleeve of my shirt
ill start to not care
this isnt the best choice but my heart is weak from constant attackes
i doubt id be able to take you backso ill sit here and wonder how you are
if we were ever close or forever far