It's been long enough now to know that even though he intends to call and he promises to cal, he won't. nothing new. I always feel so stupid for believing it and waiting by the phone all night. It never rings. It shouldn't hurt this bad. I should be smart enough to figure this out. It always hurts worse than the night before though. I close my eyes and instead i see his eyes staring back at me. I always think i've hit rock bottom lonely and then the next night roles around. no matter how much i try to fight it, I still love him and it hurts to know that he doesn't love me. I shouldn't be surprised though.
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