gonk This is how i picture myself now in all of my utter dispair..
I'm usually a happy person.... but not even I can stay happy through this. Some will say I need to get over it but it's heartbreaking to little innocent me. gonk
I don't consider myself pretty or anything... And I don't have many friends or people that stay with me. I was finally asked out for the first time at 16. We have been dating for almost 7 months. And now he broke up with me yesterday and I've been crying since. I don't understand why he did it.... gonk He's still physically attracted to me, cares about me, and wants to stay friends and stay a part of his family, but feels he's doing this for my own good.
Sure he put me through alot of pains, but every couple has their problems. We finally got passed them and I was able to bring the good out of him that was lost in his previous heartbreaks, only to have mine crushed. He says that I love him... which i've finally realised is true, but how can he tell me he doesn't when all his friends say that he acts that same way about me?
I'm so confused and hurt. I don't want to let him go. Friendship will get me nothing I want. I'm also afraid this time it's for real and he won't come back like his friends keep telling me >_<...
gonk comment on what you think is up with him or what i should do T~T <3
