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screaming outloud silently

sitting with so many ppl around her but still so alone,
no one sees the tears streaming down her cheeks
she calls and calls but no one picks up their phone
and her pain lingers on for so many weeks

5 in the morning, waking up with those memories
and the screams she holds in from the fear
where they real or just stories?
is her life just begining or is the end near?

the broken skin and lists of bruises
were so pointless but happened anyways
the long night and useless cruises
just to escape the reality of illusions

Broken hearted once again with no one at her side
she thinks of running, screaming, breaking, dying
but inside she knows the fateful truth about life's ride
that death is all we are ment for, tears mean nothing, love meant nothing, and theres no point in trying