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"Pain, without love. Pain, can't get enough. Pain, i like it rough, cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all." i can't understand why he would write this. i would rather feel nothing, to have a great void, compared to this constant ache caused by me being too shy to talk to him. that pain, which i feel every day, i don't think it will ever go away.but i don't think i'll ever be able to talk to him, cause i don't know what to say.