Okay the last few weeks have been kinda a huge downer. so note this rant may sound a little emo... I'm sorry about that.
As of lately a few things have really been driving me into a major depression. 1. my weight. 2. my looks in general 3. my luck 4. just everything that has been going on. I can't seem to catch a break and it is driving me into a total emo fit. I seriously am starting to feel the way I did right before I had my last (and only) nervous breakdown. (Last year of college which i spent almost the entirety of it either a. eating or b. sleeping.) I'm doing my damnedest to not get into that type of funk but nothing is working.
Also I am in a horrible way for a good D&D camp... seriously I think I know how an alcoholic feels. I really want to play but there are no open camps that I could find a way to sneak into and still keep my job. Note Wal-MArt sucks butt as an employer.
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