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f**k, i hate getting sick, it hurts all over. i thought he was really looking at me on Friday. i thought he was going to talk to me. but no, no one ever talks to me. no one knows how sick i am, no one knows how much pain i'm in, and no one ever asks. can't anyone see the dark circles under my eyes?! doesn't anyone see how far my grades have fallen? doesn't anyone care? no. i'm a back-up friend. there when someone's absent. no one cares if i'm sick or not, no one cares about me, a bet if i were to die, only my family, my teachers, and 6 of my friends would notice anything. i wonder what would happen if i tested that theory...........................