Day-8: Silence
Last night i had a dream where I couldn't talk at all..and when i awoke this morning i never really spoke to anyone not even at school. I feel like I lost something so dear to me and I will never find it again...people call it a guilt dream becuase when I was born my twin brother was a still born and he was to be my other half being a gemini in all I just wish I got to know him because...well you know...Only once..., but it will never happen... sorry for rambling I know people are reading this but I gusse it's a place to do that. Today just isn't my day to be hyper and be over joyied over things. I feel like I'm a shadow of my twin but in a way he's my shadow. Now I feel lost and disorentated, destroyed ever day that passes..what should I do? try to block him from my memeory? or keep living life knowing he lingering behind me licking at my heels? but if I forget him I'm forgetting a very important person im my life even tho I never met him...I'm just confused...
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