Sexo , Drogas , y Rock 'n' Roll...
Part of me died yesteday ...
Today was the worst.. but Isaias.. he made my day..
he's been waiting for me since forever ago.. and i finally said yes..
cause today.. i realized the guys i like are fickle.. so i should go for those that liked me first... or something like that..
meh...
Today.. i was beyond mopey... i almost broke down in homeroom , and i broke down in 3rd & 4th.... and then he cut me off... only to tell me later he could never realy cut me off... and this other guy whom i had been crushing on he had just used/lead me on... boy i know how to pick em...
But Isaias isn't anything like them.. and I can't help but care about all of them,,,
Oh and I have completely made my mind... and I feel I should share this..
I am joining the Army after highschool...!!
yeah...
My friend is right.. I need to bring back to life my old self.. that old spirit of mine
I need to be me again... first step is my hair... because that little emo due of mine needs to leave... I need to regress back to my kick a** self.. and I will... screw self pity! it was all about the music back then and I didn't give a damn... and that's what I need again... no bullshit... I need to pick my guitar up again... this is a promise to myself... I will come back to life!
Es el lema de tu Generation...
