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Everyone is crying, I just want to scream stop,just stop. I have had enough tears for ten life times I don't want anymore. Tear stream down my face as old memories are remembered. I'm so tired of it of all of it. I just want to sleep and not have to get up. Everyone who knows me loves me. I'm always happy and funny. What if they all know that that isn't me,well not all of me anyway. I'm not who they think. They don't know. Noone really knows, noone really knows me. I wish there was someone who i could show my true self,but thats to much to ask for. Noone knows me and noone ever will, because noone wants to see,feel,know, or even hear about pain. So my wish goes ungranted and no body knows. I'm an Unknown.
New life
I enter the school already late, scared and nervous. What will they think about me? Will they be nice? Will I make any friends. These questions run through my mind as I walk through the door to my new life.
I'm the new girl everyone asks my name. No one really cares. This school is so different and so are the students. There's a boy who doesn't really fit. I know why, he's from California. Everyone else kind of scare me. They have lived in this small town all of there lives. Everyone knows each other and I was the odd one out. They all seem nice, but are they?
I go from class to class, the new girl. I see a lot of the same faces. Smiling at everyone I meet, but screaming inside. I just want to go home. I don't belong here, I'm not like these kids. Class to class the same thoughts go through my mind. People keep asking me the same questions. Where are you from, whats your name and my favorite, Are you new here? Stupid questions I don't what to answer. I don't want these people to know me and I don't want to be here.
The last bell rings, finally its time to go home. It has been interesting, I have to say. I liked some of the people I met, but are they just fake. Why did we have to move? Why do I have to do this? I'm afraid to like this place, because nothing is ever finale. So if I do like this place it doesn't matter, I might just leave it anyway. I won't let myself like it here, not truly. This is my new life and I'll live it here,for now.





 
 
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