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i LOVE that boys name
hes just my friend
i bug him all the time its soooo hilarious
ggl you know how i love to obsess
so i chose to obsess over him

austin is my best friend
hes always there when i need him
he keeps a smile on my face
and puts a smile on my face when all i can do is frown
i love to joke with him about his huge butt and his girly p***s ggl
i love laughing with him about other random jokes and riddles
time flys when i talk to him
but i dont love him
i dont feel a love connection
yeah, i like him
but thats it
and i know that ill never love him
i just have to remember that

devon
wow
hes.....everything to me
i just have to be patient with him
hes going to be difficult
but i need to stick by him
he needs me
he needs somebody whos willing to help him
someone whos not afraid to get close to him because they dont want to get hurt
hes the one i want
and i dont ever want to forget that

yesterday i had told mark that i still love him
but i totally have it figured out now
mark will always be my first real love
so ill never forget that love for him
but that doesnt mean anything!
and thats exactly what i need to remember
i love who he is
but theres no connection anymore
he doesnt really make me feel anything special anymore