Ok well so far my relationship with Dr. Kirby, my boyfriend, has been going on for a full 6 months as of this month biggrin it's amazing that our relationship has lasted as long as that but I'm so happy it has.
Most relationships don't last as long sweatdrop from what I've heard.
But the best thing about this relationship is I feel so happy lately, even with a terrible cold sweatdrop , its hard to feel terrible or anrgy even. Its just not probable to feel bad. This feeling I'm feeling Its a complete feeling, a good feeling. I don't feel lonely, or sad I just feel like everything is wonderful 3nodding heart whee Although My parents are as strict as ever lol xd and I've had to tell Sam not to expect to much from us with my parents around...I wonder if people expect more or less out of us sometimes. I mean true our relationship has been long but I'm more content with the simple pleasures of just cuddling or making out with him ^-^
They must expect something to happen with us because well I've been asked if we even ever kiss each other while other times I've been asked to stop being so close with him. -.- What do these people want from us anyway? lol xd : nvm don't answer that...it might come out as something like they want us to strip down naked and say "ok I'm ready" xd LOL And well I don't think anyone wants that xd
anyway uhm sweatdrop I wish I could go into more detail on the pleasures of this relationship but its hard to put into words. Especially what we've done together in the past 6 months xd no matter how good some of those things might be lol
As I was about to add, we are also planning on a trip to forks 4laugh where we might have abit of a romantic get away xd lol again don't expect to much but for those who have o.o your insane xd
And I love you xd as for those who haven't ^-^ I plan on keeping it that way.
(some of this doesn't apply to michael though so you don't have to read this cuz, well ^-^ you already know what we plan on doing in forks lol heart )
your friend and beloved,
Lindsey
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Well so far I'm doing good, even after the somewhat long winded arguement of just acouple months back I think everyone is recoperating. We've all changed for the better at least in my opinion and better yet I think I've made several new friends within the japanese 2 class and band classes at my highschool.
I'm happy because now I think everything is slowly beginning to reconnect in a way.
And I think that I should start this new journal by saying that we should all be alittle more cheery this winter.
It seems every winter I'm not all that cheery instead I feel depressed and out of sorts to the point where I can't stand it but this time I'm not going to be that way.
I'm trying to improve myself and I hope that in improving myself that everything might change for the better. biggrin
I'm happy because now I think everything is slowly beginning to reconnect in a way.
And I think that I should start this new journal by saying that we should all be alittle more cheery this winter.
It seems every winter I'm not all that cheery instead I feel depressed and out of sorts to the point where I can't stand it but this time I'm not going to be that way.
I'm trying to improve myself and I hope that in improving myself that everything might change for the better. biggrin
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