Give me your hand but realize I just want to say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my life
Don't know if I'm doing Track or job.
Monday's over and I'm already wishing for the weekend.
Just feeling pretty shitty right about now.
Don't want to talk about it.
Just want to turn to dust tomorrow morning.
But I had two good points before it all started turning crappy:
1) Lunch with J.
2) PE. The sub lady for Holmes was annoying and made us run laps for ten minutes (while my ankle started hurting too much for me to do it as easy as at home; I kept having to stop and shake it out). I ended up in a volleyball team with Matt, Matt, and Mr. Prez. It was really fun and we totally would have kicked everyone's asses if the boys in my team weren't so preoccupied with THUNDER PUNCHing the ball.. >_>
It was a good class. I laughed a lot.
Kind of wishing that I could take PE all day..
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
I am unbroken; I'm choking on this ecstasy
Oh Lord, I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live..
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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
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