Damn it,Cody...For the love of God,why do you keep coming back for more?Why can't you just leave me alone?Just stop trying to confuse me into thinking that I made a mistake on leaving you.I left you for good reasons and you know that.I just can't deal with you anymore.How could you say that this song relates to how you feel about me now?If that was true then I would have noticed that you really did care about me,but,yet,I didn't.So it's another one of your lies.And it's 12 am here and I'm actually writing a journal on you again..I know you're lying but the more you tell me,the more confused I get,and I don't know what to do anymore.
Mandy,oh Mandy please tell him to stop..Please..I hate the pain that I feel because of him.He asks too much of me,and he's returned to using guilt trips on me again.This is why I can't and won't ever go back with him.I know what he will do to me and I know it will end up like last time.I don't want to get hurt by him again or by anybody else the same way that he always did.Countless times I forgave him and gave him chances.He went and he screwed it all up and threw it back at my face.He took advantage of everything I did for him...I just can't do it anymore..I can't talk to him anymore because I know what he will try to do to me..He tells me things that don't mean anything to him and are just his lies to get me back.It hurts so much..Just so much..He won't take no for an answer..I have lost my patience with him now.If he continues I don't know what I will do,I just want him to stop and to leave me alone.I can't continue feeling like this because of him or else I'll go insane!!It hurts more and more with each and everything he continues to tell me..I hate the questions he's beginning to ask me.That's none of his business..He asked me something I told him to never ask me again..He won't leave me alone,I want him to leave me alone!!Everything I say he turns back at me!How could he blame everything he has done on me?I was never part of anything he did!!
I'm just tired..I can't keep up with him anymore,,and my head hurts a lot now because of all the crying I did....How could he just say..'I love you,' and have no feeling behind it?What kind of a person is he to not feel anything at all or notice what he is doing is wrong?...I want to stop writing so I can sleep now...Goodnight guys....
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"If you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation."
Romans 10:9-10
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"If you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation."
Romans 10:9-10
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