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I dont wanna be like this...
ive been running alone for so long now,
i dont wanna be like this,
ive been running alone for so long now,
i swear that i care,
i wish i could breath without feeling so self-conscience,
but its hard to when the worlds staring at you,
woe is me woe is me,
i swear im trying,
i swear im trying,
im thinking about all the s**t in my head,
that made me so wrong,
i try to climb but it's so steep...
i try it try
im going right to suicide,
my beers keeping wamer,
every time that i hold them,
im so tired...
i cant continue...
i lay in my room,
all my dad hears;
BOOM!