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My Lord why can't my mom just understand that I am perfectly happy the way I am?? Sure I'm overweight and all, but that doesn't mean I'm not happy! She's always nagging me to go on her stupid weight watcher's diet with her to starve myself on turkey, mustard, water, and bread. I HATE it! I know that I'm not as small as everyone else at school, not that that's a problem, but I'm not cutting myself down because of it! Laughing at myself is one of the things I'm always doing so suddenly everybody thinks I'm depressed about my weight. To be honest, I hate it when people say I'm upset all the time about my overweightness. It's not like I'm severely chunky, but I just have those extra curves. I love me for who I am and it saddens me to think that my own mother thinks I'm fat. Sometimes I wonder if she'll ever see that in me, but I just don't think that will happen any time soon. I'm still physically active, play the sports I like, and keep my weight steady, so I don't see my problem. Is it just me? Am I taking it offensively or am I just not facing the obvious fact? Either way, I think it's normal to hurt when your mama says you're fat.

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