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Okay so guess what ******** time it is! Not time for me to get any sleep if anything! stressed I mean seriously... I took a nap today for about three hours right? And then I played around on my computer until about 11:30. I go to sleep and have the strangest dream ever. But for some twisted reason it was more like a nightmare. gonk Even though barely anything creepy happened exclaim

In this "dream" I'm trying to sleep but then Zary gets online and so I get on Gaia even though I'm half asleep. I have music playing (I always do when I go to sleep) and my lamp is on. My room basically looks exactly how it did when I actually fell asleep.

Gaia has a different look in this dream. And anyway, Zary and I are talking right and I feel extremely lethargic. You know that feeling you get when in a dream you're trying to do something (like run, or climb somewhere) and only your body feels like it's going in slow motion? Well that's what it was like in my dream. And I kept fumbling things. I was so tired and everything was really blurry. It was like I'd never gone to sleep.

So I decide to go back to sleep and I'm messing with my blankets when I think I see something weird in my closet eek but I never get a good look because the next thing I know is I'm falling asleep and waking up at the same moment.

That was two hours ago. I woke up at one thirty this morning and now here I am typing this ******** up-ness into my journal at three thirty! evil I'm very angry because A TOTALLY ******** UP DREAM THAT WAS MORE LIKE A NIGHTMARE HAD ME FREAKING OUT! And it wasn't really anything freaky! I mean the only thing creepy about it was my body kept randomly twitching in my dream but when I woke up I was in the exact same position I had fallen asleep in! Isn't that like one of the most ******** up things ever?

I can't believe I just lost sleep because of this nightmare thingy. I've most definitely slept through creepier. Like a ghost in my closet who molested me in my sleep. Or even ones where I see dismembered body parts in vents and heaters in my house and it's like dawn of the dead. I wake up roll over and go back to sleep with those dreams BUT IT'S THIS THAT MAKES ME LOSE SLEEP! scream THE ********!? question exclaim