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So I kinda just relized that there's this little invisible wall between me and the rest of the world. Like...I will never ever get to be as close to anyone any more. It's not a nice feeling but I can't seem to shake it. It's that darn,"Your spending more time with So and So instead of me!" buisness that sometimes gets to me....
Anyways, So there is a girl with braided pigtails across the way from me in the computer lab.I haven't seen pigtails since....Well Halloween to exact but on a normal day I haven't seen them since maybe 5th grade.
It seems to be the only way people can deal with things is to either not think about them/know about them or to just go back in time to styles that resemble hippies or even poodles. Then again that's me trying to make sense of WHY someone would use a whole bottle of hairspray to make there hair look like a peacock? Tikachu did it, it looked good when she did. This? I dunno...It's floppy O.o'' If your gonna do something fun and or extreme with your hair PLEASE for the LVOE of all that is being make it at least look good O.o''

And yes to answer your question of why I am talking about hairdos it's because every single girl in fornt of me (Minus the pigtails) is either boring and has there hair up and or not done at all and there is ONE girl with huge hair that would look so cool if she fixed it up a little better. Yes it bothers me. Yes I'm staring and she probably noticed already.

Sitting in front of the computer in here by myself ranting about hair is better then actually ranting about hair in the cafe outloud by myself as I die from lack of inspiration and bordom before History which I didnd't do the homework for yet again because I do it the half hour before class because she doesn't check it and I can just sorta read over the questions and the paragraph and have it scribbled down because I read it outloud anyways *Cough Hack Spit*

I feel I have pent up aggression problems or something today. I wanna beat everyone or scream at them for some reason...Maybe my own ego is so lacking I need to take an advantage over someone and like...I dunno....Kick a puppy?Kidnap a small child, drive around the block then drop them off at home just to make them cry and not wonder away from mommy and daddy?
Slightly warped that I am I think I would get along with Saw at this point. Seriously asking "Do you want to Play a Game" and like maybe being like Frat Saw and placing Potatoe chips under there feet and telling them it's a pit of glass. Gah!!! I just.....Want...to...Inflict.....SOMETHING!!!
*Points at girl with Muffin*
YOU! YEAH YOU!! I LICKED that muffin! AFTER I dropped it on the floor!! I like the taste of toothpaste and I kick puppies for fun! I also made sure to really slobber all over that Muffin just for you...*Starts to walk away*
Oh and By the way....It's not a fat free muffin.I switched the labels.

*Falls into a Crazy void of rocking back and forth and talking to myself*