Sexo , Drogas , y Rock 'n' Roll...
It's funny.. i poor myself out in my journal well not completely after all people.. well one particular person reads it... i know i can see the views... just not who... :/
It's funny.. This is were I can be open and not care.. and yet I care...
Yesterday... yesterday I cried like a baby.. I dont think I've ever felt so desolate ... hahahahaha...
gosh.. i started drinking..small sips and all ... ehh.. stupid .. i know...
*sigh* I dont know... I've tried to.. i've tried to just shake this feeling.. but gosh... it really hurts...
I don't just love him.. I am in love with him.. and I can't say anything about anything...
because well he's happy... and I want him to be happy... I do...
I just wished it didn't hurt me...
soo many things so many days...
I've spent crying and thinking...and trying to talk my way out this unrequited love but it's there... dammit!
and I think I am going to start ranting today.. which is bad for the reader but good for me...
I felt bad today...
I did... i started to tear up as a i did a practice AP Exam , man.. it's on a subconscious level now...
I don't know ..... well i do know.. but i dont and all that jazz...
but after school was fun i hanged out with some friends... and bonded in a way with them.. and that kinda made my day.. :]
Es el lema de tu Generation...
