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um ; haii ; yeah well ; i guess i'm back. ><" and um ; i gotta things' to say. :]] ; and um yeah well ; andy sorry i got on your account with out knowing..you know i still love you.. <3.um ; but like ; okie for you nosie people ; we broke up ; because of our big long distance...but like...it doesn't mean i hate andy. ><" and i feel weird saying [ and'a ] but like i really want to..but uh hmm.. :l um ; the picture ; what i looked like saturday ; april 4th.2009. :l uh hmm ; so like yeah ; wow ; i feel awkward.. x____x" but lets' see ; and'a andy you're a really cool and nice you're perfect to me. :l but like ; what i'm trying to say it that. you'll find another great girl. <3. and believe me ; i'm hurt more then you. i been doing all this s**t just to finally let you go ; like sufficating my self ; and running away ; if i could i would've followed my heart and find you by walking. and i'mma tell you again. you're worth my life. <3. losing it will be fine if i lost it for you. ><" and i'm really sorry if i hurt you bad..you're different then most guys' i have actually went out with ; and some day. i hope to find my self yours' again. <3. um my weakness really is hearing about you crying. ; i want you smiling forever hunny.. :] well ; i'm trying my best ; but i try not to show my tears...um...yeah..as you can see ; i'm doing an awful job letting you go..because i need you..with me.. ><" but like actually able to hold your hand... :l i bet you wished that too..so really ; instead just telling you [ andy ] about the ways' i am feeling. i decided to tell the world. and it was great how you used to make me smile ; but you'll do it again i hope soon.. :] -and yes ; this is the secret ; hahaha [ insider.] <3.
i'm guessing this is the end point.
forever yours' ; stacietran..<3. - april.5th.2009.@t.6:31pm.-iloveyouhunny... :][ and'a ]