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Sheeyit, forget this.
I really don't feel like dancing anymore. Not just BREAKdancing, dancing OVERALL.
I'm gonna completely quit cuz apparently there's absolutely no place to do it.
Cuz apparently it doesn't fit to "Dad's standards" that I'm dancing where I want to.
So what? I don't care what other people think of me.
Dancing in the street? Intruding other people?
Who the hell am I intruding when there's no one around me and I'm simply just practicing?
They're off to everywhere else around and I get some free space, so what?
How is that intruding?
Someone's gonna have the guts to "give the message that they don't approve of what I do" ?
That's how fights start? So what? I wouldn't start a fight just because of THAT.
I don't see how that's reason enough for me to start a fight.
I don't start the fight, but I'll be the one to end em if someone picks one with me.
I really cannot see how dancing where I want to, where I KNOW wouldn't "intrude", would make me look "unintelligable" or "ghetto".
But you know what? Fine, have it your way, I WON'T dance anywhere that seems intruding. In fact, I'm not gonna dance at all. If that's how you want it.
Cuz I'm not gonna dance in the back where no one can see me when I simply just want some people to give some critique if they want to.
Yeah, sure, it's gonna be hard. But, oh well, if that's what it's gonna take to be up to "your standards"
Yeah, that's gonna be it, no more dancing anymore.
Why? Cuz apparently I can't find the right places to.
Street? According to you seems ghetto.
Public? Seems rude, but I'm not doing anything to upset anyone, not makin contact with them, not showing off just cuz I can, so that really isn't too rude, now is it?
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Might as well give up everything else I like too anyway, while I'm at it.
Videogames, piano, being who I think I want to be.
That's fine. As long as you're the one being happy.
I'm fine, I never really existed too much.
I might as well just burn in Hell just for tryin to be different than everyone else
But you know what? I guess I really wasn't meant to be different
I guess that was meant for someone else. Not me.
I never did realize who I was supposed to be so how would I be able to claim myself as different?
Funny, right when I was on the verge of actually coming back to bboyin, its finally hung, shot and left to die.
Guess that's it then..
With even the faintest of a candle light, there is shadow
As the sun shall rise, the moon will fall
As the moon comes up, the sun goes down
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