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Living a nightmare, a never ending sleep.
I'm gonna draw a picture, a picture with a twist , I'll draw it with a razorbalde, I'll draw it on my wrist.
I would have died for you, instead I died because of you.
Bleed just to know you're alive.
What did you think bracelets were for?
I'll be your number one with a bullet
I carved your name on a bullet so people would know you were the last thing to go through my head.
I buried myself on the inside so I could shut you out.
Sometimes I just stare at the dark to learn how it feels to be dead.
Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah, I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying.
Every tear tells a story.
How will you know I'm hurting if you cannot see my pain? To wear it on my body tells what words cannot explain.
Depression has only one cure. And I'm afraid that no one cares enough to stop me curing myself. Goodbye.
I wish I cold gather all my tears so I could fxxxing drown you in them.
What can you really do when the person you hate the most is you?
I'm everything I hate.
I hurt myself so you can't.
Would it be wrong? Would it be right? If I took my life tonight? Chances are I might.
Suicide: a way of telling God "you can't fire me, I QUIT!"
I scar myself so you will see; I wish I wasn't ME.
I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel.
Live your own life for you die your own death.
After a year in therapy my psychiatrist said "maybe life isn't for everyone".
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken.
Just 'cause I'm not crying, doesn't mean I'm okay.
Pain doesn't hurt when it's all you've ever felt.
I love walking in the rain because no one knows I'm crying.
Because each exhaled breath feels like a silent scream.
Why am I dying to live when I'm just living to die.