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in the sunless world
where the creatures dwell
all we may see
are the broken lives
those that swell
they dwell in the deep dungeon
beneath the sea
no one has heard
what they bring
but madness and suffering
are a thing to see
i am but a
mortal to u
but in reality
i am a monster
a being that is
not suppose to be
a monster that should be dead
a being that is unread
a mistake that past has caught
the love i hold
is nothing to be
for i may not
have a luver by me
i am forsakened
by this world
my home may see
that a being such as me
can live in peace
thru the harsh lands i see
i know it mustnt be
yet i still must try
i thrive to love
thus i result in pain
the girl i love
is falling away from me
i feel in my heart
that massacred pieces
that flow red in the river
i cannot feel
my love no longer
i see her now
living a beautiful life
that i was only a lie
a toy for her
yet this girl
i still love
i see her now, and yet
she looks away
a being such as i
has no place by her side
the one known as Aki the wonder
may not be seen
by 1 such as i
i can't believe
that i have been forsaken
from the only love i have
the mistakes have brought me
far more than enough pain
the girl who saw me
took me thru the way
now look at her
throwing me away
like i was just another toy
i cant understand this no longer
why must she have these feelings?
these feelings of hate towards me
i am a monster
i do not deserve to have life
as she butchers me
cutting me thin with that blade
i still hoarse out a whisper
of "I Love You"
the cries r heard no more
i break and fall towards the end
i have no use for being her no more
i am another forgotten one
for i am...
me..