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They surround her.
Acting like they're her friends.
Acting like they know her.
But do they?
Do they know the pain she hides so well?
Do they know the lies she hides behind?
No.
She is simply an empty shell...
Wanting someone to love her.
Not as a friend.
Not as a family member.
As a person.
As the person they want to spend the rest of their life with.
Yet she's always seen as the best friend.
Nothing more...
It hurts.
Why can't people see the real her?
Why must she hide behind this mask?
Is she afraid of rejection?
Of losing her friends?
No one knows...
Except me...
Why?
Simple...
I am she.