*crying* crying crying crying
i fell fo rthe most important thing in my life, the thing is he just wasnt there to catch me before i hit the ground and broke my haeart into a million pieces,i lost everysingle one except for the tiniest piece that i thought i would never need,the little piece of hope that i had for us and forever,now im gonna use that little piece of hope and wish that i can find the rest of my heart,so i can tape it back together and maybe get over the heartbreak that i got after i fell to the cold lifeless ground,i want all my heart back so i can stop having those dreams where were holding hands and kissing while walking down the streets and making everyone stop and stare and envy of how in love we are,so i can take a test at school without writing my first name and his last together cause they sound so cute together,so that when i have those dreams of us walking downn the streets i dont wake up prectially crying cause it wont ever happen to me,to him,to us,but i cant help but blame myself for not beng good enough for him,im not pretty enough for him,im not special to him im just a friend now,but im still in love and i cant help it,i tripped and was expecting to be caught,but he let me fall so what do i do now,besides recover from the blow of the ground and ccrawl around on the ground blinded trying to find the sharp peircing pieces of my heart that just seem to love stabbing me in the back over and over agin while i cry question
 CrAzYBeoTche · Thu May 28, 2009 @ 04:57pm · 0 Comments |
