You’re not even listening, you wouldn’t even know if I died
Its 8:43 right now. My birthday party is today. It hasn't started yet though. A few friends and I are planning to stay at my house for a while, go to Laser Tag and then come back and just hang out. Laser tag, it sounds so boyish right? Its the only thing that gets me competitive and its fun to get competitive sometimes. Especially if you're raised to be well mannered and lady-like. Good posture, graceful walking, etc. Hopefully, the neighbor's children will be out. They're extremely loud and obnoxious.
Anyways, I didn't go on Gaia and write in my journal just to brag about my birthday. I've been thinking about bad memories. Maybe its cause its my birthday party today. A reunion of the bad times. I've been thinking of that b*tch I use to be friends with and all the things she did. My one-sided love that after so many years, I can't forget about.
This whole morning, I've been trying to cheer myself up by watching funny videos such as Hyun Joong's Tickle me Elmo, Hyunderella, Flick Flick, Kiss me, Darling, and Tom and Jerry but once the video ends, I get sad again.
Times like this, I would go to my Brother's room and just talk with him but he went off to a club or something.
I hope my guest come soon. Before I crack.
Anyways, I didn't go on Gaia and write in my journal just to brag about my birthday. I've been thinking about bad memories. Maybe its cause its my birthday party today. A reunion of the bad times. I've been thinking of that b*tch I use to be friends with and all the things she did. My one-sided love that after so many years, I can't forget about.
This whole morning, I've been trying to cheer myself up by watching funny videos such as Hyun Joong's Tickle me Elmo, Hyunderella, Flick Flick, Kiss me, Darling, and Tom and Jerry but once the video ends, I get sad again.
Times like this, I would go to my Brother's room and just talk with him but he went off to a club or something.
I hope my guest come soon. Before I crack.
Even in your next life you will live without knowing who I am
