I wish that I could just... well... fly away from my problems! First of all... there's this guy I really like but I can't even talk to him... darn! I just can't! Oh, and some other idiot at school suddenly got mad at me for joining another group instead of theirs... what a baby! Can't believe that! And I failed a stupid test!!!! Just because I was absent... MAN!!! I HATE THIS WORLD!!! Just hate it!
No, I really don't hate the world... the orld is such a wonderful place. I hate the people who inhabit it! I wish I'd just live on the moon and... stay there, without anyone except for the people at MINITOKYO well of course because I'll have an internet connection on the moon!
This guy that I really like doesn't like me. It hurts me so bad. Darn. Wish I could just head over him and slap him hard on the face for not noticing me. What an idiot. But I like him... mixed emotions towards him, don't worry about me.
I just don't understand... bad luck and everything. Why can't people know that they hurt other people's feelings? I mean, they are so stupid! STUPIIIID!!!
I can't believe I'm acting nice. Too nice. Then look, this is the effect. Being hurt. Why is it that when you do lots...no... tons of good things, people don't repay it? They repay it by making your everyday life miserable! MISERABLE LIKE HELL!
I'm really mad now. Totally. Everybody knows that I, Chynna, have no control over my anger. I begin to throw things uncontrollably. But now, I wanna change things. I don't want to cry anymore. I don't want to be hurt anymore.
I want to be alone. This want is caused by human incompetence. Especially mine to be stupid enough to make friends with untrustable people. Which are idiots I might add. evil
I officially hate everything. Hope I go to the moon with lots of oxygen supply... and food... and internet... and TV. And clothes. I can live with that. neutral
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