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"I will not make, the same mistakes that you did..
I will not let myself, cause my heart so much misery..
I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard..
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far..

Because of you, I never strayed too far from the sidewalk...
Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side, so I don't get hurt...
Because of you, I find it hard to trust, not only me, but everyone around me..
Because of you, I am afraid..

I loose my way, and its not too long before you point it out..
I can not cry, because I know its weakness in your eyes..
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life..
My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with..

Because of you, I never strayed too far from the sidewalk...
Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt..

Because of you, I try my hardest, just to forget everything..
Because of you, I don't know how to let, anyone else in..
Because of you, I ashamed of my life, because its empty...
Because of you, I am.. afraid...

Because of you"