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damn im in situtations hotter than a bowl of soup
i dont know how to get out so all i can do is droop
i need to think before things come out wierd
how in the hell did i compare such a thing oly so i can feel feard
oh gawd why did you pick me
why didnt you toss me aside and make another child why did you continue to make me anyway im just another mistake cant you see
you brought me into this only to be hated and hate
how come you didnt get rid of me look how much pain i caused
i turned my own friends into enemies
and i thought no one else knew my pain
what i went through i thought wasnt the same
as everyone elses
cause i thought i was the only one
till i met a few ppl who though they were scum
lord how come
why did you pick me
i try to comite suicide but you still stopped me
and when i look in the mirror what do i see another face laughing in havoc at me