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Religeon, long have I tried and failed to be a "good Christian" by turning away from myself and trying to turn towards "God". Finally, while looking at a page on Infantilism I had another revelation, religeon only leads to more sickness. Religeon is a restrictive boundery that few can get into.

The few that manage to enter into those bounderies are sick because they turn away from who they truly are and condemn all those who don't do the same as them. Many modifiy the bounderies trying to make themselves fit, these people are sick because not only do they try to conform but they do damage to their mental state by forcing themselves to modify facts to fit themselves and then do the same as the few who do fit.

Then there are the large many who can't fit and can't modify, the many self-loathing people who turn to other sicknesses to either try to make themselve feel better or to be self-destructive.

I could never manage to fit the few, and I wouldn't allow myself the fit either of the many, so I researched, and I found the sickness. The sickness that spreads to all those who believe in a God. The self-hating, the condemning, the sinful, the self-rightous, so many parasites created by a "loving" God.

I also noticed that all of the things God said are about sanitation and simple facts. Don't crap in the camp, don't ******** during menstration, don't kill each other. Its all simple facts that the barbarians of old wouldn't have listened to if they didn't believe that there was a God behind these facts.

Religeon is sick people teaching sick people how to be sick people, and it makes me sick just thinking about it. Turn away from false Gods and realize that there is no boundery except the one you make for yourself.