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You know, I've never considered myself a bad person. Not even when you were calling me a bad person did I ever let it sink in.
Do you know how I can say I am clean. Do you know why I call myself innocent? I do so, because I give of myself, of my everything, to anyone and everyone. Your boyfriend can attest to his ridiculous need. To his calling, four times a day just to get smoked up. But I forget myself, surely, for you turned it the other way around.
I've learned now, that your friendly facade is exactly that of your mooch boyfriend. You will just use people to get what you want. Now that you have him, and his friends, it's time to kick me away. Well I'm tired of being treated like a second class citizen, like a piece of meat. It's wear down on me, I don't know what else to do. Except ask..why?
Five days out of the seven, I was stood up. Do you know how bad that makes you feel? You a** holes, you selfish mother ********. I sit by the phone, because I want to spend time with my best friends. When you're sitting there for over eight hours, you soon realize that you don't have friends.

If one of you believes in karma can you answer why it's so off kilter? Can you explain to me how people like you who abuse your friends and hurt other people get farther ahead in life.