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Breeding in a place so fowl and nasty, so gloomy and twisted, this is a place of death and decay, we are here all day.
We are not so normal, in the middle of the NIGHT, its like a thousand knives, JUST MAKE IT GO AWAY!(away with it all,away)
Can you take this pain away i need it all away dont piss me off again! You can't change my outcome so dont even try.
I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TOO FAR GONE. IT SLOWLY GETS ME EVERYDAY, (With nothing left to say)


Why is everything so gray, is everything so severe and out of sight, is everything so ugly like your face yesterday.
Think im funny? think im cool? think i am awsome, well think again cuz i am nothing more than you, b***h.
When did everything go wrong? When did everything become so strong (or did i just get weaker).
I wanna make it all! Ill never give it at all! ill never give up! (lie to me, die for me, find me) BRED IN CONFINMENT!


BRED IN CONFINMENT!
Breeding with another creature of our kind. Female to reproduce our species. I reach in the dark, i tear my other self apart.
My flesh is temporary, my GOD EXTRODNARY. This fluid in my blood feels so much like pain.
Sifting through the sea of breeze, oh, my father called to me.
Save me from my inner hell, i work well with out you.
A man delivered, can never find his way in darkness, A man surrendered can never find his own forgivness.
I WONT GIVE MY LIFE AWAY AGAIN. What are you, who are you, and why are you even in exsistance?


HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE (its all i've got left now)

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE (its all i've got left now)

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE (its all i've got left NOW).


Maybe its time to see the rest of the world.
I cant just let you go now just stay here and dont go.
I wanna take it away, i wanna break you away.
Im fallowing pseudo sacrosanct perverse comments in her mind that she heard before,
now it's me who has to go.
IM SO SLOW I NEED TO LEAVE HER NOW ITS MY TURN. i cant feel remorse i dont feel bad anymore.
/../..aybe i can feel pain but not any emotions to do with love or caring, never to be distured by an outside force,
only to (if disturbed) feel remorse. I cant change the way i am.


BRED IN CONFINMENT!
Breeding with another creature of our kind. Female to reproduce our species. I reach in the dark, i tear my other self apart.
My flesh is temporary, my GOD EXTRODNARY. This fluid in my blood feels so much like pain.
Sifting through the sea of breeze, oh, my father called to me.
Save me from my inner hell, i work well with out you.
A man delivered, can never find his way in darkness, A man surrendered can never find his own forgivness.
I WONT GIVE MY LIFE AWAY AGAIN. What are you, who are you, and why are you even in exsistance?
Your exsistance is plaguing me, go away and get off my back.Dont make me kick your a**.

Never give my mind away, I WON'T GIVE MY LIFE AWAY, I WON'T GIVE MY LIFE AWAY AGAIN.



HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE (its all i've got left now)

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE (its all i've got left now)

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE (its all i've got left now)

THE END IS NOW!