When I'm thinking of you,
and all the things we can do
----I can't understand why you don't love me. I've done everything I can for you, but I guess it don't matter... Nothing can change what you just did to me. I can't believe you lied... This is the end Soubi. No more will I fall for you. I can't stand this.----
Patience is a game
and every night I say your name,
Hoping that you'll answer
'cause I'm going insane.
---I sit up every night thinking about you and how much I care. But I guess you don't so it doesn't really matter.. Nothing I do will change it, will it? You can't hear me can you? I say your name, but oh well. You have better things to do...---
You brought me out of control,
Hungry for your love
and like I know what that might be
...Ritsuka hit the table. His soup went all over the place, but he doesn't care. He just wants Soubi, and Soubi lied.
"I hate him. I hate him so much!"
He was trying to convince himself of hating Soubi, but it wasn't possible. Too much was put into this. He just didn't want to have to let go...
'Cause when I'm thinking of you,
And all the things we could do,
my heart is pumping for love
you left me longing for you
---I just want you, but I just don't understand anything. You just think I'm this little kid who knows nothing about love. Look at what you did to me. I'm longing for something I know shall never happen. And it shouldn't, but I want it to. I want you Soubi. I want you... ALL of you...---
Teasing was the thing
and now I just can't let it go
you were something no-one else needs to know
I guess I'm thinking of you,
like I would know what to do
when I found you, but I don't
have got no clue
...Ritsuka got tears in his eyes, but blinked them out. He didn't want to cry.
---He is not worthy of my tears. Nothing will make me want him back...---
He started to think about all the things that Soubi use to do. Tease him for the fun of seeing him smile. Ritsuka missed him, but nothing will change all the lies he had said...
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